Delusions of Grandeur: 06/01/2003 - 06/08/2003

Delusions of Grandeur

Random thoughts by Deoris

Monday, June 02, 2003

Writing Success: Well, I did do a post for the Amazons. I also read and commented on a couple of posts. So, go me!

Music Playing: I'm not sure right now. I think it's KINK.

Exerpt from "...And You Think You've Got It Bad" : Still don't have one today. Soon.

Bizarre Quiz of the Day:

Moon Goddess
Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Well, hey, I'm trying to post anyhow. But it's kind of weird right now. I started a new drug that's supposed to help with the "imaginary" stomach problem and it's making me kind of stupid and tired.

There's been so much going on in so many areas, I just don't know what to say. So I've been saying nothing. Which isn't as good or healthy as talking it out. But it seems like every time I start talking, something stops me. I dunno. Could just be time to read the astrological chart and sort through things. Find the weakness and destroy it. Could be you all do. I dunno anymore.

I suppose the biggest problem is the lack of artistic creativity. I barely got the calendar done, didn't enter XAS at all, and only wrote one post for the Amazons. Highly unlike me, I must say. And the blog entries speak for themselves. Few and far between. I'm trying to climb back up on the horse, but it is hard.

On the good side, I discovered a dozen or so unread Harlequins when I washed all my books. (Did you know you should wash your books at least once a year to get dust off? Imagine such a thing. I've never been this neat in my whole life. It's odd.) Perhaps that will help motivate me down the paths of writing again.

I did finish Lulu In Hollywood which turned out to be very interesting. I learned a lot of weird stuff about Humphrey Bogart, WC Fields, and Lilian Gish, to name a few. In the end I realized what this book is; not an autobiography, she shunned those. It's a collection of her essays, which is just as good. But I wish I'd known that going in. Seems less wierd now. ;) Still, a great read all around. Thanks, Sal.

That's it for now. Keep that sword sharp.