Delusions of Grandeur

Delusions of Grandeur

Random thoughts by Deoris

Monday, April 08, 2002

Raves:

I got the Moulin Rouge DVD for my birthday, and my son can't seem to leave it alone. Well, neither can I, for that matter. It's just so pretty and fun and has such great songs. I don't know. When I first saw this thing, I didn't get it. But it grew on me. And I did not think it would. It's really wierd how it worked that way. Anyhow....he's going off to school in about 5 minutes, and he's in there watching "Roxanne Tango" over and over. It's hysterical.

Rants:

Nobody in my house can clean. It's going to drive me mad. I had a birthday, I didn't do the dishes, but nobody else did either. I mean, what's one stupid day off? Well, too much apparently. I was sick this weekend (still am, really, but I'm ignoring it.) and left the dishes alone, which means, you guessed it, I did them Sunday anyhow cause there was a huge stack. I spent like a half hour cleaning off my desk. And I know it wasn't all my crap. I don't generally leave wrappers of sour patch kid's stuff on here...I know where the trash is. You know, that one UNDER the desk. *sigh*

I want to continue writing this thing I started, but it's beginning to ramble, and I don't like that. Started out all right. I think I should press on, I think it will help me clear my brain. I hope.

So, I've a martyr complex, as shown above. I'm also having a 'left out' syndrome with my friends. I mean, is Ric mad at me or something? And he isn't alone. And I know it doesn't make sense, that statement, but it's all nodal. Guess I should look over my nodes and things again. Remind myself of my bad habits so I can NOT do them. Been a while since I sat down and did that.

Having WAY too much fun with the Sim Freaks subscription, by the way. And the Amazon storyline is rocking. So, life isn't ALL bad.

Well, sent the boy off just now. Kind of scary to think he won't be home all day. I mean, he's been home with me for nearly 8 months or something, almost a year. Man, I can't imagine what's going on in his head. How scary to suddenly appear in school after being absent for all this time. Wow. How brave he is for wanting to go back.

Anyhow, guess that's it for today. I know, a thrill and a half. A roller-coaster ride. Yeah, well, it's my blog. ;)

Deo

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